Men

Men, i just REALLLLY dont get them!

What is it with taken men? i always seem to be he one that attracts the guys who have ladies, or are engaged. What am i to them? a bit of wank material, i obviously am :( I dont wanna be that, they must be attracted to me but they are going to have to keeo their cocks in their pants, as this pussy aint open!

But my problem is, i guess, that taken men appear to me being more attractive, i guess its cos they are taken , it makes me want them more! God dam it!! it makes it soo hard, i cant help but text them back cheecky, flirty texts! Its all a game to them, but i still cant get my head around that fact, i never learn i just get hurt!

Then the guys that say they like me, i just dont fancy! Maybe i am picky and not seing beyond the looks, but no matter what anyone says EVERYONE looks at the persons face and clothes first, and in those 3 secs you know whether you like them or not. I know thats harsh, but thats life! Men probably think that about me too, and that is, i guess, why i am single!


An ex is still texting me at the moment, we broke up because he started to bug me, and he also had problems with himself. He was ready to be in a relationship, that is all fair enough, i jumped in too and shouldnt have. But now i cant help but text him dirty messages and things that i wanna do with him, but when it comes to the crunch and he asks me to meet him, i cant do it. I know i ended it cos i didnt fancy him, but these thoughts are still in my head.... it must be the lack of sex, makes you want it with anyone

Hugs and Snuggles== these are totally acceptable, it does NOT mean that we are going to get back together, or that i fancy you.... men please take note of this!Every girl loves to be hugged, i am no acception, i love a good warm hug, makes me feel wanted.. but thats all i want it to be

i guess i am just greedy, i forget that they may still have feelings for me, but i cant change mine.

Texting these kinds of messages to people when you are drunk, isnt acceptable either, and i know i am guilty of this crime, and i repent! I will try and not text work collegues or any guy suggestive texts when i am drunk .... can i be forgiven??

xx