30th January 2007

I feel i have the stamp "SLAPPER" on my forehead, or "use me and abuse me.... as ill txt anyone"

I seem to have plenty of men up for the "texts" but never anything more, i just seem to be a game of fun and dirty texts to them, something to get them off on before they go back to work or into bed ( alone or with their partners)

Over the last few months i have been rushing into things when i am clearly not ready nor have i found my knight in shinning armour. I dont want to have to look at every guy in the room, wondering whether he would be interested in me, i want to have the approach me, telling me i was all he could look at all evening, to be made to feel like a princess.

Ex's are just not even worth the hassle of going back to, you get all excited , thinking that they have changed their mind, when all they want, again i refer to what i said at the begining, is to be wanked to sleep! I have told them that i want nothing to do with them, but i still dont believe that have got the message!

well 2moro is another day, maybe the man of my dreams is nearer than i think???.......... chance will be a fine thing.