What a shit day, do you ever just wish people would just be honest with you from the start? I hate seeing people talking away, thinking that i dont know the truth. I dont need to have my ears covered with cotton wool , i can take it you know.
For the last 8 months i have come to work with a smile on my face, knowing that this guy, Mr. Armani, would walk past with a HUGE grin on his face. ( i hope to think the smile measures up all over!)
we would have a giggle and chat about anything and everything, sex to suntans. i prefered to keep the conversation to sex. People would say that way we spoke or argued was like an old married couple..we would both blush.
About 4 weeks ago, my luck changed, a miracle had happened... Mr.Armani was single!! My face lit up, BUT i knew i had to play it cool, didnt wanna rush, he was still emontionally attached...
Everyone said dont rush in, just let him settle down, and there was me thinking, i;ll wait, i didnt wanna blow my chances and make a fool of myself
but after today, people have made a fool out of me!
Being the last to know, its kiinda upseting, regardless of the people involved, everyone knew i liked Mr.Armani, even the girl he ended up bedding over the weekend! But what can i say, sex with someone so soon after a break up, HAS to be rebound!
so what have i learnt from all this?
1) Dont trust everyone! You may say you like someone, but it doesnt stop everyone else going after them too, its a dog eat dog world out there
2) sex is always the best when your drunk, but the next day you probs dont remember much anyways
3) the work place is full of gossip, the whole store knows about it within five mins.....oopss!! lol
well the day goes on, and i am still looking for my mr. right
God i could do with a shag right now lol
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