MMMM what an interesting day i have had.
I am getting to the stage now where all i can think about is sex, sex with ex's and sex with anyone that gives me a wink or a smile. I know that sounds like i am desparate ( well that is slightly true) there is only so much you can do by yourself on a friday night.
I am constantly on the look out for someone who tickles my fancy so to speak, i am not overly bothered by the looks, as long as i not only get a good seeing to , but that they dont jump out of bed , grab their clothes and leave after the sex! I would like a guy that snuggles up with me, and makes me have more of a reson to smile.
to but it blankly, i need to be wanted and show lots of affection, im a greedy bitch when it comes to love, i always make them feel loved, so why cant i ask for the same treatment, none of this bulshit, you dont give to recieve, in the case of sex, YES YOU DO!
So back to the looks thing, there are reasons why it is important to have a guy with the looks
1) you can actually look at them during sex (obv one!)
2) i feel more turned on by having a hot gym on top, or underneath me
3) not embaressing if they have to meet your friends
but no matter how much i am loking, i am far too critical of any man i look at, i am very hard to please, but when your as gaggin as i am, the standards are slightly lowered.I am even more keen on men with bum fluffed bottoms, the hairy bums is doing it for me, i even asked a Ted at work wether he had a hairy botty, shame he didnt, i would of HAD to have taken him to his stockroom for a full inspection
Right enough sex talk from me today, giving me too many ideas, and i dont wanna have to go down the ex route, or the text boy list this evening!!
Wednesday, 31 January 2007
Tuesday, 30 January 2007
30th January 2007
I feel i have the stamp "SLAPPER" on my forehead, or "use me and abuse me.... as ill txt anyone"
I seem to have plenty of men up for the "texts" but never anything more, i just seem to be a game of fun and dirty texts to them, something to get them off on before they go back to work or into bed ( alone or with their partners)
Over the last few months i have been rushing into things when i am clearly not ready nor have i found my knight in shinning armour. I dont want to have to look at every guy in the room, wondering whether he would be interested in me, i want to have the approach me, telling me i was all he could look at all evening, to be made to feel like a princess.
Ex's are just not even worth the hassle of going back to, you get all excited , thinking that they have changed their mind, when all they want, again i refer to what i said at the begining, is to be wanked to sleep! I have told them that i want nothing to do with them, but i still dont believe that have got the message!
well 2moro is another day, maybe the man of my dreams is nearer than i think???.......... chance will be a fine thing.
I seem to have plenty of men up for the "texts" but never anything more, i just seem to be a game of fun and dirty texts to them, something to get them off on before they go back to work or into bed ( alone or with their partners)
Over the last few months i have been rushing into things when i am clearly not ready nor have i found my knight in shinning armour. I dont want to have to look at every guy in the room, wondering whether he would be interested in me, i want to have the approach me, telling me i was all he could look at all evening, to be made to feel like a princess.
Ex's are just not even worth the hassle of going back to, you get all excited , thinking that they have changed their mind, when all they want, again i refer to what i said at the begining, is to be wanked to sleep! I have told them that i want nothing to do with them, but i still dont believe that have got the message!
well 2moro is another day, maybe the man of my dreams is nearer than i think???.......... chance will be a fine thing.
Monday, 29 January 2007
29th January, 2007
What a shit day, do you ever just wish people would just be honest with you from the start? I hate seeing people talking away, thinking that i dont know the truth. I dont need to have my ears covered with cotton wool , i can take it you know.
For the last 8 months i have come to work with a smile on my face, knowing that this guy, Mr. Armani, would walk past with a HUGE grin on his face. ( i hope to think the smile measures up all over!)
we would have a giggle and chat about anything and everything, sex to suntans. i prefered to keep the conversation to sex. People would say that way we spoke or argued was like an old married couple..we would both blush.
About 4 weeks ago, my luck changed, a miracle had happened... Mr.Armani was single!! My face lit up, BUT i knew i had to play it cool, didnt wanna rush, he was still emontionally attached...
Everyone said dont rush in, just let him settle down, and there was me thinking, i;ll wait, i didnt wanna blow my chances and make a fool of myself
but after today, people have made a fool out of me!
Being the last to know, its kiinda upseting, regardless of the people involved, everyone knew i liked Mr.Armani, even the girl he ended up bedding over the weekend! But what can i say, sex with someone so soon after a break up, HAS to be rebound!
so what have i learnt from all this?
1) Dont trust everyone! You may say you like someone, but it doesnt stop everyone else going after them too, its a dog eat dog world out there
2) sex is always the best when your drunk, but the next day you probs dont remember much anyways
3) the work place is full of gossip, the whole store knows about it within five mins.....oopss!! lol
well the day goes on, and i am still looking for my mr. right
God i could do with a shag right now lol
For the last 8 months i have come to work with a smile on my face, knowing that this guy, Mr. Armani, would walk past with a HUGE grin on his face. ( i hope to think the smile measures up all over!)
we would have a giggle and chat about anything and everything, sex to suntans. i prefered to keep the conversation to sex. People would say that way we spoke or argued was like an old married couple..we would both blush.
About 4 weeks ago, my luck changed, a miracle had happened... Mr.Armani was single!! My face lit up, BUT i knew i had to play it cool, didnt wanna rush, he was still emontionally attached...
Everyone said dont rush in, just let him settle down, and there was me thinking, i;ll wait, i didnt wanna blow my chances and make a fool of myself
but after today, people have made a fool out of me!
Being the last to know, its kiinda upseting, regardless of the people involved, everyone knew i liked Mr.Armani, even the girl he ended up bedding over the weekend! But what can i say, sex with someone so soon after a break up, HAS to be rebound!
so what have i learnt from all this?
1) Dont trust everyone! You may say you like someone, but it doesnt stop everyone else going after them too, its a dog eat dog world out there
2) sex is always the best when your drunk, but the next day you probs dont remember much anyways
3) the work place is full of gossip, the whole store knows about it within five mins.....oopss!! lol
well the day goes on, and i am still looking for my mr. right
God i could do with a shag right now lol
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